Maerad's Journal

Subject: Maerad's Journal Mon Mar 26, 2007 5:50 pm

For the heck of it, I've decided to start a journal for Maerad. This journal is completely in character, and as such, should not be talked about in game, because naturally, you would not read someone's journal. But thats just my opinion.

Entry 1:

So much has happened since I entered Avalon for the first time. I've been thinking I should write about it, but I've barely had time to. Yet, lately, things are slowing down, and now, I find myself with more time than I know what to do with.

Upon standing in front of Parrius' library when I came to Avalon, I was spoken to and I didn't understand how anyone could speak to me, or why. His name was Darklight. He helped me greatly during my first month and in an odd way, I came to love him. Although I thought I was in love, and who knows, maybe I still am. Anyways, enough about that.

I quit the animists guild, but I still remain a druid. Nobody really understands that just because I'm still a druid doesn't mean I'm still a pacifist. I like fighting. Yet, right now, I can't learn, but Tele told me he could teach me, as Gods have all the skills.

I have to admit that Tele is purely amazing. He listens and understands. He calms my fears. Ahh, but there are some things that just can't happen. Who knows anymore?

I think I shall put down my journal and try to go do some quests.

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Tue Mar 27, 2007 5:33 pm

As life always changes, so it has again. I have decided to remain a druid, but to stay my hand in challenges, duels and needless killing. However, if attacked, I can defend myself. Soon, I will have ult naturalism. Then nobody had better mess with me, cause I will decompose them. Ahh, not really, but I like to dream!

I have finally ended any hope Darklight and I had. It was time I did so, too. My heart....well, it belongs to Tele. Tele knows this, but I also know that Tele and I can never have anything. He is a God and I'm but a mere mortal.

Soon, I shall shout out that I am no longer to be a fighter, only a defender. Defending myself, others, and my land. I shall pass justice into Avalon, and I will never shame Tele. I hope to one day be his high priestess. It will be a long and hard road, but I believe in myself.

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Wed Mar 28, 2007 8:11 pm

I left the druids. It was the hardest decision. But I joined the rangers and was promoted in the order of Telemachus.

I find I grow to love him more each day. He turned me into a toad today to punish me for using forest decompose on Romago. I got lost and died. Yeah, I'm a dork.

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Sat Mar 31, 2007 10:51 pm

I've been bashing and questing with Kitty Cat tonight. I wish I knew how to fight so I could do all this stuff for myself. I've been thinking, perhaps, someday, I'll be big enough to fight and become great, but I'd rather be great at showing justice then at fighting.

Perhaps I'm meant for the life of a devotee. I'm not really sure.

Phalanx taunts me, a lot. Of course, I don't really want to fight him, I'm not stupid enough to do so. Perhaps I'm just odd.

Maybe....gah, just maybe the life of a druid was the right one for me? Only time can answer these questions.

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Thu Apr 05, 2007 11:25 pm

Justice. The Lady of Justice. Me. In ways that nobody would understand and can know about. I make no sense, even to myself sometimes.

Newbie Age : 16 Joined : 24 Apr 2007 Posts : 11

hey maerad heh how ya doin ? cyclops

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Thu May 10, 2007 12:23 pm

The name change is a little hard for me to get use to, from Maerad to Briella. As well as the constant guild changing I've done. I've joined the minstrels guild and have become the gm. I love it. The power of voice is very great and it was Nexus who inspired me to do so, even though he doesn know it!

I still remain....lady of justice. Still ways that nobody but I can know about. I only wish I could shout it out to the land, but Tele would probably blast me. He's funny like that sometimes. He....well, he's amazing.

Subject: Re: Maerad's Journal Mon Jun 04, 2007 5:23 pm

I'm not sure if I'll remain a follower of Telemachus any longer. Where he was once my hope, my inspiration, my joy and the Immortal I fell in love with, it can be no longer. I know that now. In some ways, that scares me. The changes I must make scare me.

Yet, it is all worth it. Perhaps Romago and I can speak later, I do not know.